Written and published by Linden Alexander Pentecost on the 15th of June 2026. This article/blog post was published in the UK and is unrelated to and separate from any and all of my other publications, even though I have published an unrelated thing with other aspects of Finnish "vibration" magic earlier today, and have published much about polyamory recently in different books and elsewhere. No AI was used in this nor in any of my written works. This blog post contains 1201 words and one photo, a self portrait, taken by me naturally. The main text begins after the photo.
Photo below: a self portrait which I took of myself recently when wandering in the forests and reconnecting with the natural rhythms of time. Note the relaxed innocent expression on my face as I try to reconnect to the natural time and heart of nature, and the beautiful trees behind.
The other day I published a book via a different website, in which I recount an experience regarding a polyamorous discussion I had, and much more about polyamory and many other topics. The book is for those over the age of 18 only.
Ironically, during the process of publishing that book and during the following days, I was experiencing a polyamorous conversation with someone, vastly different from but in the same vein as that which I discussed in the aforementioned book.
One of the big differences this time was that a third person became involved before the situation was stable enough to support it, and before any kind of proper preparation had taken place. There are positive things about the experience of this conversation and how it came to be that I would like to share in the future, but in this blog post I want to more discuss why and how these things can end up causing quite a lot of pain.
The thing about polyamory, in my opinion, is that it's like a form of magic. Or it can be. And like other natural universal magic, it can cause a lot of pain if not worked upon and built slowly.
Earlier this day I published an unrelated article in a different website about Finnish magic and Sisu. Well this is relevant here. Finnish magic, if the tales are to be believed, is incredibly powerful. It is acted upon through the gradual build of energy, be it through using language in the form of tying knots, like an Incan kipha form of writing. Or be it through phrases and words, recited and sung, which gradually connect to the different powers of nature, until the song or chant seems to be booming with the power of nature, coming from the stars, the forests, the waters, the wind, the sun. This linguistic form of “rhythm” is essentially how this seems to work.
I remember once being sat in a café, and I started reading a part of the Kalevala, quietly under my breath. As I read the words, I slowly became aware of an increasing sense, that all the background sounds were being overwhelmed by a kind of hum or vibrating sound, just beyond my perception, like the voice of a thousand singers chanting at different notes inside a huge cathedral. This sensation slowly increased until someone broke a plate in the café, which brought my perception back to the sounds of the café, and I stopped reading. I also wondered if in some way it was the act of reading the Kalevala and this increasing energy which caused reality to “shock” and for someone to break a plate.
But anyway. Similarly the energy that comes about during certain polyamorous connections also needs to be “built” in a certain way, and I think that this also can be done through the ritualistic use of language and words and the affect that this has on the body and upon energy. Essentially it is a kind of kundalini awakening, but an abnormal one in that the kundalini serpent expands beyond the boundaries of the body and can form larger energy connections. I talk about other aspects to this in my recently published book and elsewhere.
Just like with the Finnish chanting, and with the whole Egyptian idea of reality being built in seven layers, and the Sanskrit idea of there being seven chakras all connected by Kundalini - the correct use of any of these things comes about through coherent building. Polyamory is unusual, alien, but this also requires its own structure at the base before it can be “built” upwards through different layers of vibration and matter to become a complete circuit.
Doing this too fast generally just does not work at all, but if the kundalini energy is awakened, like a seed or egg, but is then brought up the layers of reality too quickly, this can cause deep emotional pain.
Imagine energy at the base of the spine, surging up the spine, through the different chakras to the conscious mind and mental reality, albeit not physical - where these chakras are not yet aligned to the energy being born at the base of the spine.
From my recent experience, this causes incoherence and burn out of the nervous system, to the extent where I have literally had to spend a lot of time going on walks and just staring at the trees and not really thinking about anything.
The recent kundalini awakening caused such a transformation of my experience of time, that the pain that followed seems best cured by walking in nature and by reconnecting to the basal structure of time and life present within it.
I have been hanging out with friends and yet hardly spoken a word. I've taken to immersing myself in Finnish folklore written in Finnish, and I have no ability on this particular day to connect to places like Scotland or Norway, due to the emotional connections I feel between these places and the events in question.
I feel I can write about this here though, because it's probably going to be useful to others, and also by writing about it I help it to become more coherent and less upsetting within my own mind.
I do suppose that Siberia and North America are places I could connect to right now though, mentally, as these places.. or rather, continents, have no connection to the things at hand either.
Essentially, as I said and explained in a much different, longer way, with different explanations and vocabulary in most recently published book, and as I am saying here in a less long sense and using different metaphors and a different example - essentially, polyamory really requires both persons initially involved to understand it at a slow pace, where this kundalini energy can be nurtured and gradually born between the two people. Neither of us, the people involved, did anything wrong, we just weren't ready and the understanding and structures and communication were not fully in place. I do not believe that this is the end of this personal journey and experience.
I hope that this article/blog post was an interesting read.
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